Wednesday, December 30, 2015


I don't think I need to say that I am busy. Oops, wait, let me change what I just said, I am terribly busy with my PhD! Just look at my last blog entry and you will figure it out. Dear oh dear, I blogged a year ago. Anyway, I am here to do a bit of reflection about my life in 2015 and map out some goals for 2016.

2015 has passed so quickly, seriously. I am just so amazed how time flies so quick, here we are, welcoming another year and saying goodbye to another.

I describe my 2015 as a journey filled with slow and fast movements. At one point, I was crossing a bumpy road. I was sometimes on the fast lane. Some storms came along. Tears flowed. Big smiles emerged. Mixed feelings embraced my heart. Nevertheless, my journey was packed with a variety of things that I enjoy and wish to forget. Walk with me now as I look back.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014


It seems it was only yesterday when I blogged about looking back at 2013 and welcoming 2014. Now, I am looking back at 2014 and I am all set for 2015. I really couldn't slow down time. It's a race. It's uncontrollable. With one blink of the eye, everything changes. And the next day, as I open my eyes, it will be  another day to face or perhaps a year to conquer.

My 2014 is special. It is like one big plate of mixed dishes. There's a savory cuisine. There's a blunt one. There's a bit spicy that makes me cry. There's a sweet portion. And there's some dish that left me with a  bitter aftertaste. Despite the differences of the dishes on my plate, I finished and enjoyed the food. After all, the gastronomic delights gave me the energy to move on and face my everyday life.

Thursday, November 13, 2014


Ito ang aking entry sa kategoryang liham ng 2014 Saranggola Blog Awards. Nais kong ipakita sa liham na ito ang "chopseuy" na emosyon ng isang OFW ukol sa paghahangad ng magandang buhay. Ang magandang buhay ay naisasaktuparan sa ibang bansa ngunit balot rin ng bangungot at pait. Sa kasamaaang palad, ang pighati at pagdurusa ay siya ring itinatanghal ng media. Kaya naman, basahin mo at isipin kung ano ang meron sa "Now Showing!"


Ito ang aking entry sa 2014 Saranggola Blog Awards. Nais kong ipakita sa aking tula ang kahalagahan ng wikang Filipino sa ating buhay na madalas ay napangingibabawan ng banyagang wika sa ating sariling bayan. Bagamat wikang dayuhan ang gamit sa mga pili at pasosyal na "umpukan", nanatiling taal at "komportable" ang wikang Filipino dahil ito ay ang ating wikang kinagisnan. Anu man ang ating gawin, ito ang wikang kay sarap uwian at balik-balikan.  

Monday, October 27, 2014

Turning 2 and How About You?

Shot taken by Loki! Nice noh?
Wow! Wow! Wow! Wowowee? Not! So it was in June when I last posted an entry in my blog. Looking at the calendar, oh well, it's already October. This only shows that I am sooooooooooooo BUSY with my PhD that I've not had a luxurious chance to update my blog. Good thing, I've finally had the courage to take a short break from chapter writing. So here I am. I am ready to blog.

A lot of things have happened since June. I finished my data gathering in the Philippines. A few weeks before I left Manila were spent to catch up with family and friends. Oh! I also stayed in Brunei for a few days to meet my friends and second family. Eventually, July came and I realized I'm back in Melbourne. It was winter when I arrived. I was lucky not to get sick especially I came from super summer Philippines. The moment I'm back in Melbourne, I attended a workshop about my research and I also presented in two conferences. So now, I'm writing chapters for my dissertation. I will do my mid-candidature next year. Hopefully a teaching stint is on its way for me next year *cross fingers*. So far, everything is good. But yeah. I am stressed. I just have to deal with it.

Despite the stress in my PhD journey I can say that I am blessed in so many ways. I am surrounded with good souls. They are my family, friends, and most especially my partner whom I love the most. Yes, I finally found my partner.

And this entry will tell you the story that might change your life. Kidding!

Saturday, June 14, 2014


(This is a repost of an entry that I wrote two days ago while I'm waiting for the rain to stop.)

I've been working for a few hours now in a nearby Cafe. As you all know I'm (kinda! *thunder*) busy doing my dissertation, trying to save the world (as if!). Thank goodness so far my sanity is in tact. And for the past 300 minutes, I've been drafting my paper for presentation in a conference in Melbourne. Literature review here and there. Synthesizing my notes. And basically brainstorming alone (what an isolating experience! hahaha!). Suddenly I've felt the urge to write a creative piece (I am taking the opportunity to write a creative piece as part of my let's bust the stress campaign!). I don't know if it's really creative but what I will write is about comparing finding your special someone and doing "scholarly" research. Whether you are in a relationship, in a chaotic relationship, in a soon-to-be-single status, or simply finding your special someone, I hope you will be able to appreciate (or fall in love) with my entry entitled "Gotcha, My Love: Comparing the process of finding your special someone and conducting scholarly research.

If you're all set to fall in love while conducting research then here we go!

Wednesday, June 11, 2014


Yesterday it rained Today, there's rain again. Tomorrow, oh well, I don't know.But I love the rain. Last month was a so HOT (super, sauna!). So the coming of the rain is a refreshing twist to usher a cooler season. I'm just not looking forward to flooding in some areas of Metro Manila paired with bonggang traffic.

This post is not about the weather. This is about the things that I want to share about myself. So before I turn 32 next week, I am sharing 32 random stuff about me.

Sunday, June 8, 2014


I have two things to talk about in this blog entry. First, there is about predicting my future based on tarot cards. And the other one is about my knack on watching Tagalog movies for the past weeks. I am undeniably a Tagalog-movie deprived Filipino. I've been living outside the Philippines since March 2008.

Last night I visited my dear friend (one of my bestfriends since college) Elms or Boogie. To meet and catch up with Elms is one of the to-dos in my visit in the Philippines. Elms have been my classmate in production classes in college and who has become one of my trusted "sister".  She is like a family to me. We're more likely twins in many aspects  and interests in life. Through ups and downs, Elms is always there. She is always present to listen to my rants in the past and my "adventures" in the present. Okay, let us not talk about my adventures. Our agreement is...what we talk or share, when we leave, we... just laugh! So as I was saying last night I went out with her. Prior to going out and moving around in UP, I visited her mom as well who is very close to me. Since my mom passed away, I've been adopted by "moms" of some of my friends, and Tita is one of them who treated me like their own child. So with my visit to her last night I had to chance to be under her spell (feels like a scene in a Disney movie?). Tita put out her Tarot cards and showed me my future.

Friday, June 6, 2014


Two weeks to go and I'm turning 32. It's gonna be my birthday! Hashtag Wohoo. For the past days that I've been thinking of what to wish, I've thought of something that I think is just suitable to wish. I am thinking of something that concerns the mind and body.

Two nights ago I found myself in the hospital. I am not a fan of hospitals. I dread the reality of being in a hospital. Unless I have a check up or I have to do some lab test, I can survive in the next minutes or hours. However, if being in a hospital happens because of someone in the family had an emergency, then it is quiet a serious and agonizing matter.

I won't elaborate why I was in the hospital two nights ago. It's something that I won't disclose. It is not me who was rushed.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014


I'm supposed to be sleeping but here I am facing my laptop and writing an entry. *tap tap tap*

The past days have been a rollercoaster ride for me. Apart from trying to finish some research work (almost there!), I've been working on fixing my schedule to meet my friends before I leave Manila on the 29th. I am also busy thinking on what to do on my birthday and what sort of gift should I give to myself. One thing is for sure. I will go out with my family on a scheduled celebration over lunch. Meanwhile, as I spend on celebrating my birthday, I am also saving some money to do some travels this year as a reward to hardwork and anticipated PhD stress.

I am stressed but so far I've been able to manage it...uhm... yeah... yeah! Yeah, I'm managing it with the help of my family and friends. And just tonight I realized how my I can cope up with stress. Yeah, STRESS DRILON is around the corner!

Monday, June 2, 2014


Are you a postgraduate student? Are you doing your Masters? Or how about completing your dissertation? If your answer is YES, next question is, do you get stressed with school work? If you answer yes, how do you handle it?

Just this afternoon I visited my ortho. As you all know (and for those who doesn't know) that I have scoliosis. It is not inborn. Blame it to bad posture! So for the past days, because of probably over stretching my muscles or simply because of stress, I had chest and back pains. Okay. Don't panic. It's normal. I've been experiencing such pains since college. I do not have heart or lung problems (as Xrays and previous check ups as basis). It's just that sometimes pains due to my scoliosis attack unexpectedly. So to manage the pain, I usually relax my muscles or put on some liniment.